She's Afraid to Hope

She's afraid to hope.
The spider in my window;
She's afraid of Hope.

Black Widow Beautiful
And she (yes, she!) is
Afraid to hope.

Could it be this time,
(Yes, This Time!) the grass
(Yes, This Grass!) is actual

(In fact, actual!) green.
Actual factual Green.
Gracious grass green!

Black widow spider
(What a heart!)
(What power!)

In my Window
Eyes on green

Actual (In fact)
Factual green

Still afraid to hope,
Afraid of Hope.