Lonely Wins

2024.12.14

Good morning, that wonderful way.

How goes it?

Steppin' in time?

Got your rhyme on?

Flowin' your way?

Livin' your dream?

Doin' your day?

Sometimes everything works out. All the pieces fall into place. You're glad for your space in the human race.

Hope that's you today.

Positive words, a little pleasant thought provoking push to start your day.

With pictures!

Everyone loves a picture book.

Memories found me this morning. I've been so single minded in my work lately, I forgot I had yesterdays.

Easy to do for me.

Spent most days of my life fighting for it.

Remission is a lonely wonderful event. You have a second chance at life, but nothing to show for it.

I went to work. Not a job: Work.

I'd missed out on so many words made readable, so I set about just about every hour awake making them.

It's what I love to do. I was kept from it, Life I mean. So having won a chance, I started at the one thing I always loved and never looked back.

Until this morning...

Feel there ought to be some drama following the ellipse, but there's only old awful memories of struggle for a chance at life.

Lonely get to the kitchen to eat, crawl to the shower to clean, drag myself to the door to let the dog out; victories everyday. Lonely wins where words would be.

So I work. Finally.

If you wonder why I'm a literal ghost online, now you know.

Hard fought medicated walks to the bathroom took the place of Facebook memories.

I spent enough time on illness. I'll leave it in the past. Good morning words take its place.

Late Autumn, late sunrise about an hour away.

Abe is asleep on the loveseat.

When I stand to walk to the kitchen for coffee, he'll hop down to go to the porch door to be let out.

I'll get there before he can whimper it's taking too long without having to have devised a military strategy days before to time the medications so I can.

Take care, chances are you've got it so much better than you know, thank Life for the chance for a Life, and have your better day.